I've been feeling really apathetic since summer started. Well, since I found out that I passed math and thus had no obligations.
I can't bring myself to game, or read, or do anything but stare at the computer screen. I dunno, perhaps it's force of habit, since I have been stuck in front of this stupid thing all year. But I also I just feel really depressed. I keep wondering why anything I do matters, and like I'm... in this weird dream world. I also haven't been contacting my friends. I should be, but... just damn. My best friend is even drifting away from me now that he moved. Nothing is the same since I started high school. Time is going by slowly when I want it to go fast, and fast when I want to be able to stop and enjoy myself. I mean, I'm only 16 and I already feel old, like all of the good times in my life are over already.
Hah, this is getting too ramble-y, even for a DA journal.

I probably won't update for a while.